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Wednesday, February 29, 2012
[[Babring the boyz out]]
Another incident left a deep impression in my head today...
Mohideen and I sat behind my CCA junior. So we were discussing some rubbish.
Meow meow bing bang boom heh hoo hah
"Excuse me, can you give up your seat, there is a child here standing"
So this slightly older than average but not really old but I don't know what is the average age woman suddenly asked my junior.
Let's call him & cause I don't want to state his name and I'm lazy.
(lulz)
& was in the inner seat. I mean, the window one. Another random person was sitting beside him, but somehow the woman picked on him. Why?!
Me and Mohideen just stared while she asked & what school he was from, she thought he was from SJI...
White uniform, you mad?
& said he was from Anderson, and then the conversation ended, but the adult beside him gave up the seat and someone else gave up their seat for this especially cranky woman.
Before you start flaming me on why we should give up seats, let me put this straight that giving up seats is recommended, or should I say encouraged. But an inner seat? Aw come on. Mohideen, sitting in the outer one while I was in the inner seat, took his nametag off as soon as he sensed trouble. Quick bitch.
A child standing? Fine, I give the seat. But why pick on &? Damned, students also have heavy bags. Alright, I did not have an especially heavy one today, but...ah screw this. Can't say that she was entirely correct, can't say that & was entirely wrong neither.
I then took my nametag off after the incident just to be sure. & asked me where is my nametag, I pointed to the especially awesome pink nametag on my bag.
I think I gotta have my Korean name flashed out next time I board a bus, for people start reporting me to the DM over window seats.
Yes, I do and I did give up seats before. Just that my legs ain't as sprightly as before as I'm such an old bitch now.
Let's hope DM doesn't publicly humiliate &, or Mohideen and I. For I will protest in rage.
We won't, right? :/
Meanwhile I failed my Geog and SS currently. Ah, life.
CHEESE!--*10:16 PM
Tuesday, February 21, 2012
[[*Edit*]]
Hi Joy. I think you're the only person who visits my blog LOL
Your ShoutMix expired btw. =D I'll go relink your blog now
CHEESE!--*8:42 PM
[[Creepy or pity?]]
When a stranger approaches you, how do you react?
Avoid? Or be polite?
Made me reconsider this question today, cause of an incident that will probably leave a dent in my memory....
So I was walking to Pepper Lunch with Daniel, Eileen, Jodeen and Chester.
Normal.
A man approaches Chester and I.
Abnormal.
He said "你真的很帅" (you are really handsome)
At first, I didn't know he was talking to us. Then I realised he was staring at Chester, then I realised something was amiss.
Me and Chester exchanged glances, and as our pace was faster than the other guy, we outpaced him and walked further.
Chester whispered to me "That was f**king scary" as we quickened our pace even more
We were walking quickly away as fast as possible, my heart was thumping as I didn't know how to react. Daniel soon caught up and I glanced at the back, he was far behind.
Queuing up at Pepper Lunch, sensing that the man was approaching near, I looked down and avoided eye contact.
The man walked near to the glass doors and called out "你们不要怕我" (please don't be afraid of me). He had a girly pose and then stumbled out.
Looking at what I just saw, my fear suddenly became immense guilt and regret.
I had just discriminated someone.
Perhaps it was out of fear, but... could I have better avoided this situation?
Was walking away quickly, blatantly avoiding him the right choice to do?
Pondering at night now, as I stare at the computer screen, with my earphones hooked on my ear and my mum casually watching television (lolwut) , I seem have an easy and carefree life (temporarily)
But yet some things linger in my mind constantly, harrying me slowly and causing me to contradict myself, feel immense guilt, regret, despise for my own actions, and much self reflection when recalling about things.
I guess I'm just going one step closer into adulthood.
(Did Literature do this shit to me? Or is my English suddenly so gay. Ah never mind.)
(No one is even reading this post anyway. I'm talking to myself.)
CHEESE!--*8:29 PM
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Wednesday, January 4, 2012
[[The old haunt]]
(puts down mug of beer)
LOLJK It's just Shawn. The gay and gay guy. From 3/4 now.
Being Sec 3 now, the thought still leaving me reeling. I find it hard to accept that the year had really went by so fast, referring to 2011 of course.
2012 has arrived with a BANG and trying to look positive in this year is hard. Doomsday predictions, Minutes to Midnight (LP albums ftw) and Apocalopyse or whatever you spell it. All these stuff will go on full blast and truthfully if you ask me, I don't think it will happen in 2012.
If you ask a logical prediction, if the world leaders doesn't stop ozone depletion, global warming, excessive logging or whaling or whoring (oops) and not letting Shawn get his good results, you can expect the world to end in, say 2050 if you ask me.
WE ALL WILL SUFFER TERRIBLY though before that. You just have to admit that the temperature really has went up a notch recently, and it's not just the armour-like uniform that I'm wearing or the long (long is really long) pants I'm wearing too. Those contribute to the heat though. Especially the uniform. They don't make uniforms like they used to.
Hey why do I sound like I'm making a prophecy? Anyway I'll talk a bit more about what happened in Sec 3. The 2/5 boys split apart, the 2/5 girls split apart, we all got screwed, thanks Anderson teachers.
JA, YJ, MegaBitch and SuperBash at 3/1 , JY, YB, KH and Kolking at 3/2 , Yiqun and YX at 3/3, ShawnSoGay, Angmoh and Ah Hao at 3/4, Sujayyyy and Chesta at 3/5. Basically about it. That's that. Quite evenly distributed if you ask me. Quite badly too.
The girls... too many to count.
So basically 3/4 is over populated with girls if you ask me. But somehow we have about 20- boys so either my eyes are screwed or my Maths had failed. Sitting beside Daniel was a relief (I had to. Awkwardness can kill) but it is only temporary. I only hope that we can still stick together, at least when the awkwardness is gone.
The teachers.. I can't comment here. If someone rips this off (anyway no one even comes here) and tells them, I'll be screwed. Screwed majorly. Maybe when the school term ends then I'll pour my heart out.
My mum just told me to off the computer. I refused. (like a boss)
LOL ok I really have to off soon but I'll just make it snappy.
Chinese New Year is around the corner as well, just taking this opportunity to wish everyone in the world a HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR, health and wealth for all :D HUAT AH HUAT AH HUAT AH HUAT AH HUAT AH HUAT AH HUAT AH HUAT AH
8 Huat ahs' for you. I like 8.
Meanwhile, I wish that I can start to socialise and get along with my class. I do admit I am at odds with certain people in my class, none of them boys fortunately (hint) so I will look to improve on that. Making a friend is better than making an enemy, I always hate to make enemies when they can be a friend in the first place.
Wish you all Sec 3's luck for the coming year, survive this year and do well for 'O' Levels! Awww yeah.
~Sooyoung~
LOL WHY DID I END LIKE THIS ok bye.
CHEESE!--*10:22 PM
Saturday, December 10, 2011
[[=D]]
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Saturday, November 26, 2011
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